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A few things that make my winter that much better...

I'm so happy that it's finally here :)

I can see my hipbones again!!! :)

Oh happy days :)

3 more kg till im back where i ended off.

#GameFace

I'm really tired of going on movie dates with boys... it all seems so forces and ugggg... i just can't anymore -_-"

I haven't been on many, but it's still too much! so no... i will not watch a movie with you...

and i hate day-time dates thank you very much

When do I my problems get to be worth worrying about?

It makes me wonder what would happen if I told you, and you told me?

If we both found out about each other?

Would you be my Ana buddy, or would you talk me out of it?

Or would you see me as a stupid little girl,

way in over her head?

It's so easy for some people.
why does it have to consume ours?
How did she do it? Starve herself without developing a mental disorder?

I keep eating porridge.

i cut again.

i'm not depressed.

i'm sad but not depressed.

i'm just numb.

And i cut anyway.

second time in two days.

I think i might have a mental problem?

or am i just trying to make myself feel special when i'm not?

it burns.

I realize my last post could have sounded a bit suicidal.

But I'm fine.

Done.

It's all gone.

I'm empty.

I'm free.

The scars of yesterday won't show for a while...

but they'll always be carried.

Pretty pretty please don't u ever ever feel like you're nothing --> You're Fucking perfect! To me.