YOU ****WANT TO CHECK THIS OUT!!!

http://undressedskeleton.tumblr.com/beforeandafter

Any South Afrikans?

...know how many calories are in Biltong?

I want to blog, but i never have anything to say anymore...

Do i tell you all how I seem to be failing so badly these days?

I have no strenghth, just

weakness.

And i'm gaining and gaining.

I can't even make my legs *not touch anymore when I pull them apart.

Fat.

Today I was asked what I love about myself, and it took my fuck long to think of something. But if the question was rephrased to, say... "What do you dispise about yourself" I would give you a non-ending list.

Challenge: Find what you love about yourself. Cherish it.

I eat sweets the whole day, have a tiny dinner, drink tea.

And of course, lots of water the whole day.

I have no idea if it's going to work, probably not, but i've learnt it's much easier if i don't try fight it.

Might get holes in my teeth though :(

Stay Strong,

From Ana

Come on skinny love just last the year
Pour a little salt we were never here
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer

I tell my love to wreck it all
Cut out all the ropes and let me fall
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Right in the moment this order's tall

I told you to be patient
I told you to be fine
I told you to be balanced
I told you to be kind
In the morning I'll be with you
But it will be a different "kind"
I'll be holding all the tickets
And you'll be owning all the fines

Come on skinny love what happened here
Suckle on the hope in lite brassiere
My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my
Sullen load is full; so slow on the split

I told you to be patient
I told you to be fine
I told you to be balanced
I told you to be kind
Now all your love is wasted?
Then who the hell was I?
Now I'm breaking at the britches
And at the end of all your lines

Who will love you?
Who will fight?
Who will fall far behind?

I spent my day looking at eating disorder vids on youtube...

Things got deep.

I don't want to be thin.

People and lie and tell me i'm thin already.

I want to stop the room, draw people's attention just by walking.

I want to be SKINNY.

She looks good in ANYTHING so don't you dare tell me i'm dumb to want to be skinny!!