I just Puked... For the first time, i did it legitimately.
Today I was meant to starve, and I ate 4 croissants, and 2 slices of quiche...
And because I've read so many bulimia blogs, i knew some tricks;
drink water, drink water, drink water, mix it up, drink water, and away you go...
I barely brought up a thing and i just couldn't do it anymore.
I got exhausted, my throat was sore, and nothing more was coming, so i stopped.
And to think that this monster haunts some of you more than once a day, for i think hours...
I weep and i cry for you, and i respect you for having the strength to continue, because honestly, i will admit, i am just too weak for such.
It may mean i'm going to become obese, but so be it...
